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Show You're ScarsIt's as if we had fallen down,
At the sound of drums,
Screaming 'How will it help, if no one has seen our cuts'
Seeking help again,
Trying to find a pen,
Running through the night,
Our stories lit up like lights,
When all hope has gone,
And you have found you're song,
Write all day long,
Don't ever let them forget,
Don't hide you're scars,
They just prove what you've overcome,
I'll never hide my scars,
They show that i have been strong.
Don't be ashamed.
You're not the only one.
Stand up with me.
Show you survived,
And let them see,
It's possible to get through,
Even when you bleed,
Even if you're wrist still stings,
There are people out there,
Who with always care.
BladesThis is terrible,
Watching this go down like a battle,
The good and the bad seem so breakable,
The rules we once had were unstable,
Don't laugh in their face,
I know enough to retrace,
Razor blades lost in memories,
Never touch them again,
Please don't dare me.
I have watched myself bleed before,
I heard knocks on the door,
And it all fell out,
All the lies came out,
The truth hurts more,
Then a thousand burns.
Don't think it's you're fault.
Just be happy that i stopped.
I Am AliveYou're time means you care enough to see,
I know i'm asking a lot,
But please tolerate me,
I need a hug,
I need a hand to hold.
It feels so cold,
The tattered hearts that time consume.
Damaged way beyond repair.
Could you sit and talk to me,
Maybe and walk with me,
Because i am here.
Could you talk to me,
Could you want me,
Make me feel wanted enough,
I am here,
Please stop blocking me out.
FailureAt this rate it's pointless to cry,
It just makes my head hurt,
It makes things feel worse.
At this point there's nothing to do but try,
Failure seems so close.
Hearing the yelling,
Trying to keep from breaking,
Hearing the harsh words,
Trying to pretend i never heard.
I wanna be like i was before,
Not noticing you're faults,
I wish i could pretend this is not happening.
Crash and BurnI hate seeing this happen to you,
The stress is making everyone crash,
You're really losing it this time,
It's scary to see you losing you're mind,
And i fear,
What will happen in a year,
Will this be over,
Will it have gotten worse.
Every time i see you,
It's like i'm watching you crash and burn,
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Do you know what you're doing to yourself?
Am i overreacting,
Or is turning into much more than we handle.
But why does everything need to crash now,
I was so excited to finally be older,
And now the world seems so vast now,
Everyone can be so ignorant.
It is driving me mad,
Trying to pretend,
You're not killing me.
Don't ask me whats wrong,
Because you'll just get angry,
Don't say you can help,
You need it more than me.
I know how you feelI hate seeing you all with those frowns,
Sad eyes filled up with tears,
I try to help,
But i'm just a hypocrite,
It's just because i know how it feels,
To be on the edge,
I know how it feels,
To feel all alone when it seems like no body cares,
So when ever you're upset,
I'll be glad to lend a hand,
Because i know it feels,
When no body cares,
When everybody stares,
But they don't say a words,
When you're broken and crying,
When you're world feels empty,
I promise i will care,
If you need it i'll be there,
Because i feel alone like that sometimes,
I know how bad it can be,
I'm just as sad as you now,
So i want to help out,
You don't deserve the pain,
You shouldn't be feeling this way.
Too QuietI'd like to complain,
I'd love to rant and vent and explain exactly whats wrong,
It won't help though,
All i'd be doing is annoying people,
I don't want to shove my problems onto somebody else.
Why should anyone care why i'm upset,
Why should anyone else have to hear my problems,
My friend's prefer me happy anyways,
So why should i be sad around them,
It's hard though,
It's hard not to let it show when i'm depressed,
I wish i didn't always worry about what other's thought of me,
I wish i could just let everything out,
But i care about my friends more then i care about myself,
And i know it's hard to stay friends with someone when they are always complaining.
It's hard though,
It's hard to stay quiet when i'm so sad,
Trying not to get angry,
Sometimes i wish i could let myself get upset, drop my pride, and talk to my friends with out worrying if it annoys them.
It would help a lot if i wasn't so self conscious,
It would help a lot if i wasn't always looking for approval,
I don't know wh
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