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If You Ever Need A HugI hate to see anyone so sad,
I don't care who you are,
Please don't feel bad,
I am here for anyone who needs it,
Ask me for help when you feel sad.
I might not help much but i try.
You can tell me anything,
Just trust me,
If you need to feel loved just call me,
If you're scared i'll come running,
I don't care who you are,
Everybody needs love.
I'll do what i can,
I will try and pull you up again,
I know i don't look like much,
But i can give pretty good hugs <3
ArtMy pencil is broken,
I ran out of paper,
My mind isn't working right,
I need to write or draw,
I need to get the ideas on paper,
Out of my head,
I can't concentrate till i do.
I write to keep sane,
I draw to stay calm,
Art is part of who i am,
I need art so i can hold on.
Don't you dare say it's pointless,
It saves lives and brings joy,
It's beautiful and wonderful and always perfect,
All art has meaning.
All art is important.
sick of meI'll go off somewhere else,
When where i am turns to hell,
I go to where my friends are and ask for help,
Turns out they don't care either.
I feel ignored by them too,
I'm so foolish to expect them to care right now,
I just got so used to it before,
But now it's like they are all sick of me.
When I Need ThemI have learned to quietly do as i'm told,
Not to argue or joke,
It seems wrong when i'm sad,
Because it's when i should be mad,
I crumble so easily,
It barely takes anything,
I reach out only to see,
Everyone walk away from me,
The ones i really want to talk to,
Seem to not care when i need to,
It hurts when they ignore me,
It's like they only like me when i'm acting silly,
I wish they would talk to me,
And even when they do i feel guilty,
I feel so guilty dumping all my problems on someone else,
I don't want anyone to worry about me,
I just want them to care,
I know how hard that is,
I know it's hard to be there.
Especially for me,
I over react,
I may everything seem like a tragedy,
I can't help but wonder how they tolerate me.
Don't AskDon't tell me to tell you what's wrong,
You don't listen when i try.
Don't ask me why i never talk,
What's the point if you don't care.
You time it,
You plan it,
You ask me when i'm fine.
Just when i am crying,
You pretend everything is alright.
Glass and PaperBeing around is like handling fragile glass,
If i get too close i get nervous,
If i try and help you get off the ground i might drop you,
If you shatter i'll panic,
And cleaning up the pieces is so dangerous.
Talking to you is like standing on the edge of a cliff,
I can't be too careless,
I'll fall and end it all.
To you i'm like thin tracing paper,
You're scared to be around me,
Because you have to be gentle,
I tear much too easy,
And you can try and fix me,
But i won't be perfect.
Of Snake Charmers and TreesThere are mathematicians
that calculate the gravitational
pull that tethers us to one another,
teasing sense out of the fabric
of Time and Space like
wizened snake charmers.
I thought them so horribly
unromantic, searching for
logic amidst wildflowers--
reasoning being reason enough
to put one foot in front
of the other each day.
True beauty lay printed
on petals and pages,
where I delved for pearls;
the patterns in the pathos
intriguing me into each
rising of the sun.
I do not remember when
it occurred to me that
without fractals there would
be no trees, nor without love
would people have any reason
to calculate the distances that
separate them from their muses.
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