Don't AskDon't tell me to tell you what's wrong,You don't listen when i try.Don't ask me why i never talk,What's the point if you don't care.You time it,You plan it,You ask me when i'm fine.Just when i am crying,You pretend everything is alright.
When I Need ThemI have learned to quietly do as i'm told,Not to argue or joke,It seems wrong when i'm sad,Because it's when i should be mad,I crumble so easily,It barely takes anything,I reach out only to see,Everyone walk away from me,The ones i really want to talk to,Seem to not care when i need to,It hurts when they ignore me,It's like they only like me when i'm acting silly,I wish they would talk to me,And even when they do i feel guilty,I feel so guilty dumping all my problems on someone else,I don't want anyone to worry about me,I just want them to care,I know how hard that is,I know it's hard to be there.Especially for me,I over react,I may everything seem like a tragedy,I can't help but wonder how they tolerate me.
If You Ever Need A HugI hate to see anyone so sad,I don't care who you are,Please don't feel bad,I am here for anyone who needs it,Ask me for help when you feel sad.I might not help much but i try.You can tell me anything,Just trust me,If you need to feel loved just call me,If you're scared i'll come running,I don't care who you are,Everybody needs love.I'll do what i can,I will try and pull you up again,I know i don't look like much,But i can give pretty good hugs <3
sick of meI'll go off somewhere else,When where i am turns to hell,I go to where my friends are and ask for help,Turns out they don't care either.I feel ignored by them too,I'm so foolish to expect them to care right now,I just got so used to it before,But now it's like they are all sick of me.
Too QuietI'd like to complain,I'd love to rant and vent and explain exactly whats wrong,It won't help though,All i'd be doing is annoying people,I don't want to shove my problems onto somebody else.Why should anyone care why i'm upset,Why should anyone else have to hear my problems,My friend's prefer me happy anyways,So why should i be sad around them,It's hard though,It's hard not to let it show when i'm depressed,I wish i didn't always worry about what other's thought of me,I wish i could just let everything out,But i care about my friends more then i care about myself,And i know it's hard to stay friends with someone when they are always complaining.It's hard though,It's hard to stay quiet when i'm so sad,Trying not to get angry,Sometimes i wish i could let myself get upset, drop my pride, and talk to my friends with out worrying if it annoys them.It would help a lot if i wasn't so self conscious,It would help a lot if i wasn't always looking for approval,I don't know wh