When I Need ThemI have learned to quietly do as i'm told,Not to argue or joke,It seems wrong when i'm sad,Because it's when i should be mad,I crumble so easily,It barely takes anything,I reach out only to see,Everyone walk away from me,The ones i really want to talk to,Seem to not care when i need to,It hurts when they ignore me,It's like they only like me when i'm acting silly,I wish they would talk to me,And even when they do i feel guilty,I feel so guilty dumping all my problems on someone else,I don't want anyone to worry about me,I just want them to care,I know how hard that is,I know it's hard to be there.Especially for me,I over react,I may everything seem like a tragedy,I can't help but wonder how they tolerate me.
sick of meI'll go off somewhere else,When where i am turns to hell,I go to where my friends are and ask for help,Turns out they don't care either.I feel ignored by them too,I'm so foolish to expect them to care right now,I just got so used to it before,But now it's like they are all sick of me.
ArtMy pencil is broken,I ran out of paper,My mind isn't working right,I need to write or draw,I need to get the ideas on paper,Out of my head,I can't concentrate till i do.I write to keep sane,I draw to stay calm,Art is part of who i am,I need art so i can hold on.Don't you dare say it's pointless,It saves lives and brings joy,It's beautiful and wonderful and always perfect,All art has meaning.All art is important.
BladesThis is terrible,Watching this go down like a battle,The good and the bad seem so breakable,The rules we once had were unstable,Don't laugh in their face,I know enough to retrace,Razor blades lost in memories,Never touch them again,Please don't dare me.I have watched myself bleed before,I heard knocks on the door,And it all fell out,All the lies came out,The truth hurts more,Then a thousand burns.Don't think it's you're fault.Just be happy that i stopped.
.:You and Me:.Chapter 1:A Memory GlanceNOTE: THIS IS NOT A YAOI FIC. IT IS A FRIENDSHIP FIC.*Loneliness is a silence of agony.Only friendship can fill it with joy.*It truly was remarkable how kindred spirits found each othereven if the invisible threads that bound them were formed from the worst of life's uncharted abyss of experiences. It is therefore no surprise that when Gaara saw him the young Kazekage froze in his tracks and stared as if witnessing a scene from a dream so long past yet so acute in emotion to his being. Beside him, siblings Kankuro and Temari backtracked and stood beside their younger brother, eyebrows raised in curiosity.'Gaara? What's the matter?' Temari inquired, emerald eyes blinking in the glaring sun.Entranced, and seemingly deaf to the world around him, Gaara did not answer. So complete and sudden was his motionlessness that his body seemed to have frozen in time, like a figure in an old photograph.Perplexed and spurred by a driving curiosity, the t