Thanks AlotIt's so nice to see you care.It feels so great to know you're here.Forget that...It's like you never cared,It's like you were never there.You leave me all alone,It's only bad because you know,You know i'm depressed,But you really couldn't care less.
sick of meI'll go off somewhere else,When where i am turns to hell,I go to where my friends are and ask for help,Turns out they don't care either.I feel ignored by them too,I'm so foolish to expect them to care right now,I just got so used to it before,But now it's like they are all sick of me.
StopDon't tell me i'm being dramatic,Don't tell me i just want attention,First of all i shouldn't need to beg for attention,If you really care about me then you wouldn't be ignoring me.Second of all i'm not being dramatic,And if i am it's only because that's how i really feel.I'm sick of you looking down on me.I hate myself at times like these,I see my flaws clearer than you,You don't need to remind me,It's killing me,You are all i have,Let me show how much i'm hurting,Don't laugh at me when you see me crying,It's not fair,I wish you would stop acting like this,I need someone now,I need to be cared about.
Take HimHe tried to be goodBut his history stood,An obvious change was made,But too obvious to believe,The ones known for seeing through lies;Swore they could see through his eyes,They said he hadn't changed at all.He tried so hard,To get them to believe him,But all they did,But stare right past him,How were they so blind.He's desperate now,He'll do anything,Just accept him please,It's killing me,I tried so hard,But it's all so far.He's asking you know,To hear him out,He is so much nicer now.He's guilty and sad,Can't you please see that,At least pretend for a while.It's worth the risk,Just to take him in,It's snowing,It's pure cold falling down.Take him in.
I Still Need Love....I'm making it obvious,I'm showing every scar now,I'm asking for you're help,Why don't you care.I know i stopped cutting,I know i'm not sobbing,That doesn't mean i am not hurting.I know i say i'm better,Compared to before i guess it's very true,But that doesn't mean i don't need you.I know i'm stronger than that,But i could still use a friend,One who really cares,One who notices,I could really use that.
You Promised...You promised you'd walk with me,You promised you'd talk with me,You promised we'd laugh,You promised we'd have the time of our lives.You promised you quit,You promised you were done,You told me you are okay,You told me you loved me enough to stay by my side.You promised we'd be okay,You promised we could still pray,You promised that you had hope to keep living and that it was ending,You said i could trust you,You said "I Love You."Did you remember me when the thought came into you're head,Did you remember me crying,Did you remember me dying,Did you ever imagine you were killing two birds with one stone.Now it's all too late,You swore you threw it out,But with all of you'r lies,Your planning to end you're own life.
There is hopeI feel like a ghost,Like i'm already dead,The way you treat me,So careless instead.You act like i'm long gone,You act like there is no hope,And when i talk to you,You laugh like it's over.
Show You're ScarsIt's as if we had fallen down,At the sound of drums,Screaming 'How will it help, if no one has seen our cuts'Seeking help again,Trying to find a pen,Running through the night,Our stories lit up like lights,When all hope has gone,And you have found you're song,Write all day long,Don't ever let them forget,You're story,Don't hide you're scars,They just prove what you've overcome,I'll never hide my scars,They show that i have been strong.Don't be ashamed.You're not the only one.Stand up with me.Show you survived,And let them see,It's possible to get through,Even when you bleed,Even if you're wrist still stings,There are people out there,Who with always care.
BladesThis is terrible,Watching this go down like a battle,The good and the bad seem so breakable,The rules we once had were unstable,Don't laugh in their face,I know enough to retrace,Razor blades lost in memories,Never touch them again,Please don't dare me.I have watched myself bleed before,I heard knocks on the door,And it all fell out,All the lies came out,The truth hurts more,Then a thousand burns.Don't think it's you're fault.Just be happy that i stopped.